Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it如题

I want to cry Do not want to cry I want to cry,but my pride told me not Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it. I do not want to cry,But tears eyeful. I just want to cry.I just want to cry. I dont want to cry I really want to cry l want to cry but cry not to come out I try not to cry I want to cry,but my pride told me not to.这句话错了吗? I will not turn bad Now I want to cry but I did not cry out Starting today I will work hard to stud是什么中文意思, Cry,not I want to,but couldn't help it如题 I really want to cry today! ;I ,only want to cry 什么意思? Even if I hurt want to cry I cry,though they comfort me ,but person does not know that why I cry ,I do not want to get such I want to smile may be dead-tired.I want to soar may the wing not be mature.I want to cry out lou