英语翻译DiaryHe wrote:很长一段时间,都在为了别人活着,很冷静,很有礼貌,很绅士,揣摩着别人的意思,让自己显得非常符合别人的需要.渐渐地,我都忘记了自己原本是什么样的,自己本来的生活是

英语翻译DiaryHe wrote:很长一段时间,都在为了别人活着,很冷静,很有礼貌,很绅士,揣摩着别人的意思,让自己显得非常符合别人的需要.渐渐地,我都忘记了自己原本是什么样的,自己本来的生活是
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Diary
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很长一段时间,都在为了别人活着,很冷静,很有礼貌,很绅士,揣摩着别人的意思,让自己显得非常符合别人的需要.渐渐地,我都忘记了自己原本是什么样的,自己本来的生活是什么.
别人笑,我也跟着笑；别人难受,我也跟着痛苦；别人高贵,我也跟着脱离低俗.好像如果我不那样就会显得很尴尬,会显得不近人情.不停地跑,不停地思考,不停地猜,到今天才发现一切的结果并不是我想要的.
我不后悔,但是我累了,身上的酸痛还可以提醒我努力的目的,回归原本的自我.

英语翻译DiaryHe wrote:很长一段时间,都在为了别人活着,很冷静,很有礼貌,很绅士,揣摩着别人的意思,让自己显得非常符合别人的需要.渐渐地,我都忘记了自己原本是什么样的,自己本来的生活是
It's been a long time that I always live for others.Just being calm and polite,like an gentleman,thinking about what others are thinking in order to make onself satisfy others' needs.Gradually,I forget who I am and what my life should be.
Others laugh,then I laugh;Others feel sad,then I feel sad;Others get noble,then I get rid of being vulgar.It seems that if I don't do that,I will feel embarrassed and be indifferent.I keep running,thinking and guessing.Until now,I still find that the result is not what I want.
I don't regret,but I'm tired.The ache on my body reminds me that the purpose why I work so hard is to become who I am.

For a long period of time, I have been living for others. I am calm, polite and gentle and I try to fathom others' words and meet others' need. Gradually, I begin to forget what I was and whay my lif...

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For a long period of time, I have been living for others. I am calm, polite and gentle and I try to fathom others' words and meet others' need. Gradually, I begin to forget what I was and whay my life was originally. People laugh, I laugh; people suffer, I suffer; people feel noble, so do I. It seems that if I don't do like that, I will feel embarrassed and hard to approach. I run, think and guess constantly. Until today do I realize all the results are not what I wanted.
I am not regretful, but I feel tired. The aching pain within my body can remind me of the purpose of my efforts, and help me to return to myself.

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