my mother talked to me about ten years ago ,if she has another children she would not educate him like she educated meshe said she fell reget once i was a smrt boy but after her education i was notshe force me to learn english learn music learn danci

my mother talked to me about ten years ago ,if she has another children she would not educate him like she educated meshe said she fell reget once i was a smrt boy but after her education i was notshe force me to learn english learn music learn danci
my mother talked to me about ten years ago ,if she has another children she would not educate him like she educated me
she said she fell reget once i was a smrt boy but after her education i was not
she force me to learn english learn music learn dancing
when i was about 5 years old
if i dont want do that or if i cant understand how to do that that shi would bang me and roar to me i was a little child!
she threatened me with a knife for several times!
and when i was in about grade 3 i dont want do my homework she was so brood that she think i got an ill
so she make me eat some pill everyday these could make me feel relax and wish to do my home work
it just like a kind of drug when she know it can injured my brain she stopped
she said i was very smart when i was an infant i can do something other infants cannot do but i was not now
she feel regret
but who cares about me!
my body is mine
i feel ngry but i can not do any thing
i am a chinese
for her i am just a failed production
now i can notice that i was a little insane
i cant communicate with people well i can speak a lot but they always feel disgust i want a girl friend but i never try because thats impossible from the above

my mother talked to me about ten years ago ,if she has another children she would not educate him like she educated meshe said she fell reget once i was a smrt boy but after her education i was notshe force me to learn english learn music learn danci
hi,build up a strong healthy body and mind now,
I think you are still young,
you future will be bright and coulorful in your own hand,
make yourself somebody.
starting from set up self-confidence,self-respects.
your mother have a big hope,and she is strong power-oriented lady,
though you are so cute and smart,but not strong and powerful enough to make a choice or decision by yourself,so you worry,you got mislead to your livehood wonderful and wonderful day by day.
you are facing the chance or opportunity to change your live a bright and easy one day.only you can make your life better and better.
no matter how the pressures from anywhere,you must make a decesion or choice by yourself now.Believe yourself.
Telling yourself,"I'm the best,I can manage it" all the time.
hope you are happy to see my reply.
I'm gald to discuss any kinds of difficulties or problems you are facing now or in the future if you really trusts me.
forgotten all in the past.
keep a sunshine smile to yourself and to all.