I am not there,but I am there!

I am not there,but I am there! But I am not i am not belong there I am not greed but I envy . I am waniting .but I know I am not i wish i am specail.but i am not special. there.I am unworthy,not you don't deserve me.But,I am not fit for you. I am alone,but I am not lonely.怎么翻译 I am not never,But i am always! I am single but I am not solo but i am not the only I am single but not available是什么意思? maybe.but I am not sure. I am not narcissistic,but your I love you,but I am not her. I am not good gril!but I miss I am not smart,but I know what love is 英语翻译I am sorry ,but i think i am not wrong .Thank youI am sorry ,but i do not think i am wrong ,thank you