I am so depressed for

I am so depressed I am so depressed for I am depressed to die! I am a depressed patients是什么意思? I'm just so fuckin' depressed是什么意思? I feel so tired so depressed什么意思 I'm so depressed when I heared this At present,I am so depressed.and don`t know to do what .i want to suicide .but no courage.KILL what do you do when you feel depressed?don't say that listening to music,or chattingwith friend and so on.I am tired of anything. what if I am always pessimestic ? I am a depressed person.I am a depressed person.depression is my personality.How can I change into a optistic person? I'm extremely depressed i am looking at five ________( thousand year ) fo history. I am so I am so happy I am lost so i am so I am so over I am so happy.